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contemplative I am shamed.
I hold nothing.
I dance unseen clenching
orchids in my teeth
dragging opium and roses
from a lazy breath
toes tired gasping ankle
withering sad chord
unable to heal.
Out of step,
Out of time,
Out of speed.
I am left to wander out and venture in
the sin of it, the sin of it is
This.
That I never stood in awe
of myself without drowing my desire
that I never let anyone
say love you are lovely.
Somehow, I never held anything
without gutting it alive
and I never gave anything
without leaching the blood
and powdering the bones.
Deeply
and utterly
far deep down and gone
shadow fed to flame
crossed out and shamed.
September 13 2005, 06:37:59 UTC 6 years ago
September 13 2005, 21:37:04 UTC 6 years ago
Glad you liked it! This is mostly a writing journal, so I'm happy to be back to writing..mostly =)
Do you write?
September 14 2005, 02:38:42 UTC 6 years ago
did you see what I posted on my lj? A brief dialogue inspired by you.
September 17 2005, 06:31:38 UTC 6 years ago
September 17 2005, 19:54:43 UTC 6 years ago